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Different from the time I arrived at this castle, when I just about to take the test, I didn't realize that my feeling gets deeper than I thought. I thought at the time, I admired him but as I return to the land once my job is done to protect the new king, or soon to be king at the time, something deeper than admirer feeling run through me. It surprises me, especially I'm just another soldier friend and guardian of the king for him. I never really thought of getting myself in this inside work place romance, as the earth people like to say. And I also have a job I need to do back in my land, which something that could be in the way of my feelings.
Surprisingly, I watch an acquantince of mine struggling with her love and I thought I hope I would not in her position. But here I am feeling pathetic of myself because I couldn't fight the love I shouldn't feel. I just hope this feeling wouldn't change into something big or I would get in trouble with the fact that I would be the next throne in my land.
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